• Ellen Porter

    God is silent. I can’t handle his silence. I need something better than a dispassionate god.

    • Sam

      I hear you. Even Jesus felt abandoned by God. I can’t tell you what to do at that point because it’s different for everyone. For me I just hold on tight and try to trust. Sometimes it works. Sometimes I’m overwhelmed by the fear and hopelessness. But God has always come through for me.

      I guess that last part is the hardest one to hold on to when things get dark. It is for me. But I write down every time God comes through and he hasn’t failed me once. Ever. Even when I thought there was no hope.

      One day I hope to see the silence as a good sign. One day. For now I cling to the knowledge that he answers my prayers.